I am so blessed. Even though there will be difficult times ahead, I am so comforted by the love and support of my family and friends (both old and new, both here and there). But I am most comforted the experiences I've had lately that have shown me, that without a doubt, I am not alone in this.

It is my hope that this journal will be a record of discoveries - mostly pleasant, life affirming discoveries. I can't promise that a few self-indulgent posts won't find there way here and one point or another - for creating a place to be honest with myself, and honest with anyone else who might be reading these pages is also one of the goals of this particular endeavor - it is also important that while I'm going through what ever lies ahead these next few months(?) - I have a reason to look for the positive, the good, and the hopeful moments - so I can share them ... here with you, and me for the times when I might need a reminder of moments good.

That being said - one thing I'm certainly grateful for is that it is not 1811.